A lot of people
don't like it when I mentioned about God...
But I do want to
share how do I know it's Him and not anyone else...
People who read
this might think I made it all up.
But if miracles had
happened to you in the past,
You know the
impossibility can always be possible!
I remember when I
was 13,
A very dear friend
of mine died of cancer...
After her passing,
I was fully
remorsed over it and wouldn't want to sleep much that full year round...
My life - on the
outside - looks good...
But on the inside,
It was a complete
messed up!
I was in a full
blown depression yet nobody knows about it...
They thought I was
just deflating myself as a passage of adolescent...
But what they
didn't know is that...
There is a the
great sore inside my heart that kept pulling me down all the time...
And I just cannot
lift it up anymore...
Then it came to the
stage whereby,
I was completely
insomniac.
And I begin to
wonder when was the last time I had a proper full 8 hours sleep...
The last full 8
hours sleep was the final month before my friend's died...
Then it came an
unforgettable night...
For some odd
reasons,
I managed to get
into a deep sleep...
There wasn't any
changes within my surrounding or whatsoever...
The things in my
room was the same as the past years...
But I had an
unexpected knocked-out tho...
Then I had a
dream...
In that dream,
I saw a bright
golden light shining towards my face...
and then a thick
book just opened itself up...
It's funny how a
book can opened on its own but that's exactly how it looks like!
When I try to look
closely into the wording,
The first word I
saw was 'Ecclesiastes' on the heading...
When I tried to
read those words on the content,
Words began to fly
out of the pages....
Like Ecclesiastes
3:1-8, Exodus 14:14, Psalms 46:10, Psalms 40:1-3, Isaiah 41:10, Deut. 31:8,
Hosea 13;14 and etc...
These are verses
that, later on I checked out were words of comfort from the Lord..
For those of you
who read the bible,
You know that all
those mentioned verses are from the Old Testament.
I have no
association with the Old Testament during my young Christianity life...
Until many years
later when I decided to study the bible at the age of 21...
So the whole idea
of having all these bible verses thrown at me in dreams were really bizarre...
One cannot made up
stuff when one doesn't even know such thing exist!
And so it is the
same for me...
I don't even know
such verses exist in life...
Therefore I am
unable to produce such comforting words to myself when I was fully in
depression!
It was until I woke
up and constantly asking myself:
"What does
it mean?"
Then I saw my bible shining out of the bookcase next to my bed...
I got down from the
bed...
Approached my
bookcase...
And pulled out the
bible and then...
A wind blow out of
nowhere...
(I remember
checking the window and it was closed! So no wind from outside!)
And the pages just
flipped on its own and landed exactly on Ecclesiastes book...
Then a bright
highlight shone out from Ecclesiastes 3:1-8...
There is a
time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
a time to be born
and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
After I finish it,
The wind blow again to another verse….
And another verses and another and another till I got so
dizzy with all the page flipping…
By miracle,
I was reading those verses in a completely dark room….
But there was light constantly shining on all the verses
that required me to focus on…
And the most amazing part is that…
After I finish reading,
I felt my heart lifted up…
It was such an unusual occasion for me…
Because I have been so down for a long time…
And then suddenly,
I just feel so happy again – for no particular reason…
It was the crazies moment that I have ever felt in my life…
But that’s the truest I can speak about the miracle that God
has performed on me…
That for the very first time I realised it was He that
comforted me…
This is one of the first few miracles that God performed on me
during my awareness.
There are many more that I will share at the later post…
So,
If you really want to read more on my other miracles…
Please feel free to check it out on my next few posts - coming soon…
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